How to Use a Mac PC?

Do you know how to use a Mac? Honestly, I do not know. I cannot say that I know how to use it because I only know the basic functions and not all of it! I am not an adept Windows user but somehow, I am able to navigate it on my own. Maybe because it was the first operating system that I have used in my PC. Well, you would be surprised to know that I do not own my own PC or laptop per se. The PC that I am referring to is the PC I am using at the office, the one I am renting over the shop or from a generous friend who understood that I am still not buying my own PC. Buying my own PC is still on hold and I would discuss that in another topic.

I look like a wimp using Mac and trying some Windows commands hoping that it would work. Okay, some of the keyboard commands did work. Hahaha! It was a hilarious experience asking friends who are also newbies to teach me how to use this cool computer. What I like about it is its big screen, perfect for my blurred eyes that tend to droop every now and then. But for work purposes that have deadlines, I still use my laptop (yeah, the office laptop) to get the jobs done asap. Well, I will just have to get to the office early to have my mini Mac practice. Apparently, I am too shy to ask them how to use this gigantic box with a cool track pad that lets me glide my fingers smoothly.

I am looking forward to work tomorrow. It is not for work, but for using Mac. I am just kidding. My boss would kill me when he gets to read this piece of shit that I have written. Yeah, I just wrote some crazy stuff now. I just learned how to insert the cd on the monitor's side and how to eject the cd by pushing the eject button on the keyboard. It is so small that if you are not keen, you would not notice. Good thing, my friend pointed it out to me. Yes, he saw the eject button and mind you, he is also new to Mac. He is wearing his spectacles. Hehehe!

When I Need Someone to Talk to

Why is it when I need someone to talk to, no one is around? I always find myself in that kind of situation these past few weeks. Yeah, I am kinda used to being alone but then there were times when it will just hit me rock bottom. I am not needy of someone or I am not being melodramatic over the most mundane of things. I am just wondering why when there are times when I really need someone to talk to, there is no one whom I can share a conversation with. I am not venting out some negative speeches or thoughts. Sometimes, all I need is just someone who would just listen or someone who would just be there.

Okay, blame it on my hormones because I have my period now. That's it. Period.

Thought: Good thing I have God, so I just pray. Yeah, I admit it can be pretty difficult but then I am used to it anyway. I just have to let these words out of my system. ;)

On Reaching Our Dreams

It is nice to dream especially when visualizing that our dreams will become a reality someday. And, when it happens before our very eyes, we will be surprised and blown away. But, I think we should ask ourselves this question, "Is what we are doing today getting us close to our dreams?"

Too often, people tend to drift away from their focus and forget what is really essential in the first place. I think we should evaluate ourselves so our time would not be wasted. In that way, we would be closer to reaching our dreams.

Patience Tests

If there is something that I lack in my values or virtues department, it is patience. I am not saying that I am too impatient and that I am nonchalant about things. Obviously, it is through my patience that I am being tested.

In the past few days, I have learned to be cool even if I am not. Keeping my head cool amidst the hot weather is in itself a challenge. I also had several migraine attacks and dehydrations, followed by slight moodswings and hungerpangs.

I also dealt with irate and inconsiderate human beings but it is an understatement since what I am experiencing now is nothing compared to a person wanting to live, fighting for his life and looking forward to better tomorrows.

Yes, I know that I should prolong my patience. I should stop complaining though. I will be "more" patient. In time, I will be a virtuoso in patience. And, maybe, conduct patience and mood workshops especially for people with a doctorate degree in Anger Management.

I Wanna Sleep But...

I want to sleep but my mind is still working. I can feel it move I think and it dances, rejoicing in the fact that it craves to learn and know more. I can't wait to get up again and fill my braintank later. But, for now, I guess, I just have to sleep to replenish my strength.